That Dude

Waiting for you to let me in, in more ways than one
Hoping that i can stay until the morning sun
Yet I know I gotta leave once the deed is done
Cause see, I'm that dude you fuckin wit.

So I wait, yet still, and finally the door open and our eyes meet
Ooh, how they mesmerize me
And when you pull me close, my hand grazes where your thighs meet.
I'm that dude that you fuckin wit.

Your self lubrication shows me how long you've been waitin
And actions speak louder than words, and yours show no hesitation
As your lips are on my lips, my hands are on your hips
And your hands, they start to unzip
While more than just time slips
Hmmmm, yes, I'm that dude you fuckin wit.

We all in your bed
While you're all in my head
Then you grab the back of mine, and now I'm all between your legs
And with my dreads tied back, and your legs cocked back
I put that arc in your back when I lick like that
Love it when you say my name like that
See, I'M that dude you FUCKIN WIT!

And when I start to go inside, I see a tear in your eye
Don't worry bout that baby, you'll get used to my size
As your pain turns to pleasure, I cherish your treasure
Physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, my bliss is beyond measure
Yes, I AM THAT DUDE YOU FUCKIN WIT!

But I know that once I cuss, OH SHIT, I bust
I gotta be off in the dust
Cause I'm yours
But you're not mine
You're his
And y'all got kids
And it is what it is
But that's none of my biz
So all I can do is wish, that with this good bye kiss
I can be more than just
that dude you fuckin wit.

True.Real.Everlasting

That Moment

If you only had one chance, one hit, or one miss
One split moment to try and steal a kiss
One look in the moonlight to see the twinkle in their eye
One quick second to make a smile from a cry
One touch to feel their heat and see if they're real
One sentence to tell that person how you truly feel
If you could close your eyes while you lie next to them
Would you open your eyes, or would you rest with them
Being so close, would you breathe in their essence
Cherish that night, that hour, that minute, that second
If you had that moment to grab their hand and lock fingers
Would you dance with them just to let the moment linger
Just to take a minute to experience every fiber of their being
Hold them tight and squeeze, and forget about everything
Now take a moment and think about that moment you lack
Cause the moment you lost them, you can never get it back

True.Real.Everlasting.

Hip Hop Child

I'm a Hip Hop Child, born and raised
It's taught me Funkin Lessons I never learned in my school days
No Dr, Seuss or Mother Goose for me
Hip Hop was where I heard the best Bedtime Stories
I learned what Teenage Love was, to never trust a big butt and a smile
In order to get Cash Money I had to be a little Juvenile
It taught me not to fall for a girl who says she has friends,
And I can meet my peeps at Tha Crossroads when this life ends
When I stop, collaborate and listen to a Rapper's Delight
I drift away into Street Dreams of how the Freaks Come Out At Night
I feel All Eyez On Me cause I'm an Outkast
But I Walk This Way in My Adidas, so they know I'm Bad
With my Raiders hat, my Starter jacket, and my gold chain
You might not get The Message, cause it's Nothing But A G Thang
I live Hip Hop to the fullest, Ain't No Half Steppin
Me, Myself, And I is the style I stay reppin
But I know It Takes Two to make a thing go right
And I Left My Wallet In El Segundo so could you Let Me Ride?
I have Ambitions Of A Ridah and think If I Ruled The World
I'd get Paid In Full and have all the Girls, Girls, Girls
But I need the money, then I get the power, then I get the respect
They ask how I Got It Made
Nobody wanna put in work, yet They Want EFX
Not a College Dropout, made it before the Late Registration
But I know What's The Scenario because of my Miseducation
You can Lose Your Mind, Just Lose It, but don't ever Lose Yourself
And if you forget that Wu-Tang Clan Ain't Nothing To F Wit, it's bad for your health.
So this is The Dedication 4 the emcees who gave me The Show
It Ain't No Joke, I Can't Live Without My Radio

True.Real.Everlasting.

Sorry, Wrong Number

Just picked up the phone, nobody was there
I swear
Wrong number, a machine is all I hear
This chick done gave me the wrong number
Forget that hoe!
She wasn't even that cute
But she had a booty like J. Lo
Maybe she was too drunk and wrote the wrong thing down
Cause my game was too much for me to get played like a clown
Hold up
Maybe I hit the wrong button
Hit 3 instead of 6
Okay, it's ringing
Nope, same shit!
Why would she give me the wrong number?
I spent all that money on liquor
The way she was looking at me I knew I was gonna get her.
Naw, you know what?
This 6 is looking more like a zero
Yeah, that was my bad, there I go
What?!
That number is no longer is service?!
I'm starting to think she did this on purpose.
I'ma go to the same club next week, and I hope she's there
And I'm gonna buy drinks for another girl and see if she cares!

True.Real.Everlasting.

My Star

You Are my Star
Like the suns shines through
The first thing I see is You
You are the center of my world, my galaxy, my universe
I'd fall off my axis if I didn't think of You first
I need to blink a few times whenever I see You
So beautiful, I can't believe that it's true.
You are my Star
My vixen, my leading lady, oh, to share a scene
We can get Lost In Translation, if You know what I mean
I can be Your Bodyguard, protect You, my Dreamgirl
Yes, You're my Pretty Woman, You make a dress look Mean Girl
Forget the Boyz In The Hood, I can be Your Best Man
Let me be your Original Sin, and forget about the ex man
You are my Star.
Like the stars in the sky, in darkness You are my light
And You're there in my dreams, so you stay through the night
On top of a tree, on top of my world
I place You on a pedestal. If You were my girl
I reach for You, through the good, the bad, through it all
You are my Star
I can't wait for You to fall.

True.Real.Everlasting

Don't Judge Me

You keep expecting me to run away or do something wrong.
So when I catch you in some shit, it's the same old song.
Who I met. How I acted. What I said. Before you.
So damn who I met, how I acted, and what I said.
Cause that was BEFORE YOU!
Of course I hit that. I never denied it.
But that was before you and I were ever decided.
Threesomes, and more, I tried it. That used to get me excited.
But that flame has been extinguished, and you always try to ignite it.
Yeah, my past is tarnished, but you ain't a saint yourself.
I need you to stop stressing over this, cause it's not good for your health.
No, that's not a threat so don't take it as such.
I wouldn't dream of hurting someone I love so much.
But these empty accusations, is leading to so much frustration
that I'm truly contemplating on finding another destination.
You've heard so many lies, that you can't believe the truth.
How bout this? I'll buy you a new Benz tomorrow if you show me some proof.
I'll wait.......

Oh, here's my cellphone. See if you can find anything.



Are you through?
Oh, all them pictures are of you.



Wait, don't give it back. Let's switch phones for a week.
Oh you can't do that? Expecting a call? Oh, I see.
That doesn't prove anything? I know. Who said we had to stop?
Let's go and see what we can find on the laptop.
I won't stop you from doing anything, I'll let you just look.
Here's my email account, my Twitter, and Facebook.
Take your time.




Don't forget my indox and DMs.




Okay, you can wipe that dumb look off your face.
Now that I've put you in it, remember, no one can ever take your place.
Cause i'm not the boy I was, I'm the man I am.
And I appreciate the fact that you even give a damn.
But I'm your man. Anything you wanna know just ask.
But my past is just that, my past.
YOU are my LAST.

True.Real.Everlasting

Not Afraid

I'm not afraid of death. I've lived it.
I've watched it, I've dealt with it. I've not dealt with it.
I'm moved on from it. I've carried it with me.
I've buried it in my memories, only to be reminded on days when I wanna call those who heaven has taken.
I've planned death, and felt it in me.
I've struggled with death. The death of family, friends, strangers.
But I don't fear death.
I fear not waking up in the morning.
I fear not saying I love you to those you mean the most to me.
Not hugging my little sister when she needs a shoulder to cry on.
Not being able to answer the phone when I'm the first person called.
I fear not meeting Her, making Her happy, and having a child with Her.
Not being able to say how I feel not knowing the outcome.
Whether it be good or bad, I fear not being able to see the consequences of my actions.
I fear fame, but at the same time I feel the fear of not becoming that.
Not laughing with my friends when I could be alone crying.
I fear not taking chances.
Not telling anyone that I ever hurt that I'm sorry.
Not forgiving those who've hurt me.
I fear not reaching my potential.
Not seing how far I've come.
Not seeing how far I still have to go.
You may question my decisions, call me reckless, carefree, or crazy.
But if I die doing what God put me here to do, I will have conquered my biggest fear. For I am not afraid of dying,
I'm afraid of NOT LIVING. True.Real.Everlasting