M.E.D.I.A

I can see hear, see, and feel you, but I could never touch you
Which is probably a good thing, because sometimes I wanna punch you
I can simply look at you and you can sell me your dream
How come when I look away I don't see the same thing?
Even if I was illiterate I could still read between the lines
Is this just the way of the world?
Or is it the sign of the times?
I lack a valid opinion, pressured to adhere to your standards
When I ask no stupid questions, why do I get ridiculous answers?
I tend to block you out, but my associates associate with you
And even when they can't agree with you, they still share your view
I could live without you, but that seems to be only figurative
They say civilization is dying
You're the reason its as sick as it is
Torn between our worlds, they have to be intertwined
The more I observe you, the more I study myself and my mind
I don't meet your height or weight requirement
Why do I even let you in to my environment?
The more I let you dictate
The more I fabricate
Just so that I can relate
Which allow your words to hold weight
As I come to the realization
That you have no hesitation
In thinking that your lack of education propelled your occupation
This only causes me frustration
You tell me how to
Think
Walk
Dress
Talk
Eat
You feel justified in determining what's beautiful when it's only skin deep
You glorify
Destruction
Judgement
Drugs
Crimes
Obstruction of justice
Mass murder
Suicide
I'm not saying its not there, but its still not fair
How you make us feel
Yet you don't seem to care
My ignorance allows you to influence my actions in parts
But like a transplant, I have a change of heart
I know that I have to accept your power over my world
Or in it
Because no matter how much I'm against you
I'll end up in it
So in this open letter
All I ask is that you do better
To represent me
My people
My life
My struggle
My story
My future
But in me is us, so I guess I mean Ours
Music. Entertainment. Drama, Internet.
Is this Art?

Vicious Cycle

My mind is messed up, waiting to get sexed up
Who is next up, the one to lift her dress up?
I never feign interest, but it's my fault I'm in this
What I said, I meant it, this cycle seems endless
See, my heart was still there while I was pulling your hair
And had you reaching for shit that ain't there, yeah, I did care
Do I love you? No lie. Do I show you? I try
I die when you cry, I can never say bye
Of course there's you. But there's her. And her too
And the one I call 'Boo'. But wait, I'm not through
Here's the swirl. When I'm with you, you're my world
And with her, she's my girl. I'll cherish like a pearl
I really like you.
No matter how much I'd like to
I could never wife you, cause the others I like too
Long as I have this addiction, my heart has no restriction
So due to my condition, this is my prediction
I'll always play my part, but I'll stop before it starts
Trust me, I'll try too hard, somehow I'll always break your heart

True.Real.Everlasting.